Mellow Musings

I'm feeling mellow tonight. I've got the I wish I was more artistic itch. I'm thinking being European would be fabulous. I'm kind of disjointed right now. I feel like I'm in limbo or that I have one foot here in Funcie at school and one foot is hovering on the next phase of my life. I'm more than ready to start that next phase. I'm just not sure what that next phase is. I'm wishing I was Penny Nickols from the "Rather" series by C.A. Belmond. She has fabulous adventures, is wealthy, and is fairly normal. I think it would be lovely to go on little European adventures solving mysteries, doing research, and eating fabulous food. But that reality is not quickly approaching, maybe someday.

I think my buddy Linz said something recently about college being an in between period and we're not very well prepared for that next step. I feel like the next month (yikes month!) is going to be pointless, essential, and extremely stressful all at the same time. I'm ready for the adventure that is the next phase of my life. The songs that are speaking to me in this mood is Many the Miles by Sara Bareilles and The Call by Regina Spektor.

Okay, I'll try to be more positive next time.

Peace!